by Fiona, 08.05.2025
I had heard of Nuru before.
Whispers of silk-like skin. Of bodies gliding. Of oil, warm and infinite.
But nothing prepared me for the moment my skin met another—not as a surface, but as a sense.
Not as contact, but as a current.
That first moment—
when the warm gel touched my chest, my thighs, my belly—
I stopped thinking.
And started feeling.
Held without hands
There were no hands in the usual sense.
There was presence.
A body, warm and alert, moving like water across mine.
Not heavy. Not dominant.
Just... near.
So near that my nervous system began to soften,
and every breath became a shoreline.
Oil as mirror
The Nuru gel was unlike anything I had ever felt.
Not slippery, but infinite.
It carried weight and lightness, closeness and space.
And suddenly, I wasn’t just being touched—I was feeling myself through another.
With each movement, my skin spoke:
Yes. There.
Softer.
Wait.
More.
And the body responded—without words.
Just presence.
Just yes.
The alchemy of closeness
At first, I thought I would want to hide.
But something else happened.
In that much skin. In that much contact.
I didn’t disappear.
I emerged.
It wasn’t erotic in the way I’d feared.
It was sacred in the way I’d forgotten.
Because nothing was asked of me.
No performance.
No pleasing.
Only the invitation:
to let go.
To trust.
To rest.
When presence becomes power
I felt myself become vast—
not in size, but in awareness.
I could feel each pore.
Each ripple of breath.
Each pulse of aliveness moving under the surface.
And I knew:
This isn’t indulgence.
This is remembrance.
This is the return to the body as temple.
To sensation as soul-language.
To closeness without fear.
Afterglow
I left glowing. Not oily—glowing.
My body soft. My mind clear.
My heart—quiet.
There was nothing to prove, and yet something had shifted.
I walked differently.
Straighter. Slower. More whole.
I touched my own skin that night with a new kind of reverence.
Nuru taught me that closeness doesn’t have to consume.
It can restore.
And that my sensuality, when held in presence,
isn’t dangerous.
It’s divine.
This is an invitation to those who yearn to feel more, to trust deeper, and to meet themselves anew.